Skills and Interest? Which is better?
Skills?
Interests?
Oh. I remember this being debated during our practice in the library.
Obviously, this blog has lack of posts lately because well, I don't have any ideas! And...ahem. Well, this blog has been receiving lack of interest too lately.
I don't have the skills to write too. I mean, right now, I even wrote this slowly for I don't really know what I'm trying to tell.
But,
my brain and hands are itching to write something. Be it fictions or just random quotes. But really, I don't know what to write. I just WANT to write! So this is leaving me frustrated to no end.
I obviously do not have skills on writing. I see that I have interests but when I started to write I'll go blank. I am so depressed.
So sorry for this post is going to be my rants all over. For I love writing but I just do not have the skills for it so.
So, if you are thinking which is better, I would definitely go for skills. If you have interests but when you do it, you would most likely fail and so your motivation itself would be dragged down with your failure.
Opss, this is the thinking of a pessimist.
My cousin once said, if you actually have interests on something then that means that you would have your hidden talent for it inside you.
I honestly believe that hidden talent comes in a source of "gift" for where people would say you are gifted on something.
I have been holding onto that until NOW. Yes, Now. I may need someone to knock my head to get the sense out of me or something.
but NO. you see, I have two side thinkings which always debated on each other on which was right. The pessimist side and the optimist side.
So what would my optimist side say?
To me, skills are meant to be polished. No babies were gifted to speak fluently right after they were born. Well except for prophet Isa a.s. And that was only to tell people the mukjizat.
As long as you have interests, you would strive for it right? Like what I am doing right now. If I have chosen the first kind of thinking I would have shut down this blog long time ago.
But no, I decided to let it still open for me to write whenever I feel to. Though I can't deny the frustrations that I felt when I can't write they way I wanted.
I like writing. I wanted to write amazingly as others. But I just do not seem to succeed in doing so.
I tend to follow how others wrote their journals and what not. The thing is, you have to be yourself. You have to write the way you are comfortable and at the same time rational.
Right now what I conclude is that I wanted to write as amazing as others fast that's why I always failed.
Patience is virtue after all.
Honestly, you have to read a lot to be able to write in a way that will make you satisfied. Plus, you have to be organised or else your writing wont get to readers. You get what I mean? Blehh, it's midnight and my mind is not in a good state anymore haha.
Well based on what I have wrote, to you is it skills or interests that you supposed to have in doing something?
I know what I have wrote didn't really enlighten things but I would like you guys to imagine more scenarios hmm? :)
Night lovelies.
Plus, to my readers, I think I wanna write in English a lot. Based on my mood. But it seems that I can convey my words or feelings better in english. So please, accept it? I love writing in english. I don't know how to explain the feeling lol.
Love,
Mawmaw.
new past
